I didn’t plan this path—it found me. Through life experience guiding me deeply from the mind to my heart, embodying vulnerability as courage to break free from lineage to follow the law of the universal healing.

I have always moved through the world with a quiet knowing—aware of the invisible threads that connect all life, all timelines, all selves. As a highly sensitive being, I’ve walked between dimensions since I was young—sensing, singing, and communing with the intelligence of nature and sound. As a child, I wanted to die in a black hole, not from a state of suffering, but from a state of knowing there is other sources of intelligences out there.

my breathwork journey

For a long time, I moved through life feeling numb. I couldn’t see color. I couldn’t feel fully alive. On the outside, I had what I needed—but on the inside, something was missing. Earth didn’t feel like home. In a moment of healing my trauma of my sexual abuse and childhood patterns, I started to study breathwork.
I asked life one question:
I want to discover my own belonging.

That question opened a portal. What followed was my first Kundalini awakening—a powerful return to the truth of who I am. My spirit lifted from my body and traveled to a space called Lemuria, where soft blue “light beings” beings welcomed me, this place felt like home. In their presence, I felt a triangle of energy crown my head. All the doubts I had ever carried dissolved through my emotions and new ways of perspectives of how the universe law worked entered, the openess to recieve abundance, love and support from guides. I remembered that I was not broken or lost, but I was revieled of my other homes than earth only.

They told me:

“We are always with you.
You will hear us in the birds, the rivers, and the trees.”

And suddenly, it all made sense. The glittering light I’d always seen in trees. The pull I felt toward the forest and endless journals as a child how I wanted to save the trees became the path of trust to what I work with today. The way melodies flowed through me like prayers I never learned, but always knew. From that moment forward, I stopped questioning. I stopped trying to explain or fit in. Instead, I began to trust—my intuition, my visions, and the way nature speaks to me through song. This was the turning point. I understood that my deepest pain wasn’t from here—it was an ancient longing to reconnect with the stars, the Earth, and the sacred web between them. Here I started going beyond conditional programming and into my heart consciousness.

The next day I had a wild bird flying into my hands, I asked the bird are you my lightbeing and I started to cry. This story touched me deep and I started co-operating with the ecosystem, speaking to them more to strengthen my relationship, practicing recieving their melodies to give service for others. That day I returned to wonder with life mystery, curiosity and deepened into transcendental healing and since then my past lifes started to awaken which made me understand my purpose.

Now, I walk this path as a guide, a singer, and a listener. I follow the voice of the forest and the wisdom of the breath. I help others awaken their own heart consciousness through sound, nature, and the unseen realms that are always right here—waiting to be remembered.

This path didn’t come from a plan. It found me. And now I walk it with devotion, so others may remember, too.

When I meditate, I see sacred geometry, light codes, and often become a tree—a rooted, breathing vessel through which melodies flow. My voice carries songs I never learned, yet somehow remember. Intuitive icaros, mantras, and vibrational prayers arrive from spaces beyond language, echoing from lifetimes I’ve lived somewhere beyond here.

I have a jungle heart—a soul-deep connection to the Amazon and the forest. The trees speak in a frequency I understand. They are elders, teachers, mirrors. Through their wisdom and resonance, I channel a deeper listening—one that supports the return from mind to heart consciousness.

My purpose is simple:
To support the bridges that may feel like “lack” to deep wholeness within, remembering our innate healer and truth. That we are shapeless in form as art, free to be without concept and changing perceptions with raising awareness. We are nature. We are not separate.
Through voice, ceremony, yoga, sound, and presence, I create spaces where the heart awakens to heart consciousness, intuition softens open, and we remember our way home—to wholeness, to beauty, to each other.

I carry a bloodline from Swedish, Ukranian, Polish roots, born in Malaysia, I often found my home in my heart and how I used to connect when traveling around the world was through nature the interconnectedness web of trees. In my early childhood. I did not know that this connection I already felt was going to be my leader of the work I do now.

Nature as my guide, home as heart, where all is in constant unfoldment as art.